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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

hello people. actually i dont have much time. just an update on my really sad life. im really stressed out, there is just so little time for everything. and i cant seem to get enough sleep even on a sunday. i always heard people saying 24 hours is too short to accomplish all that we want, and i always kinda know in the back of my mind that time really flies and you know, that kinda stuff like treasure every second and everything. but till now, i never really FELT for myself how damn freaking short 24 hours is. i have just so many things to do. we have just so many things to do. and there is just so little time.

maybe there will be, if im not me. if im like some other people whom i cant understand how they can spend every second of their days mugging away completing homework on time, sometimes even earlier and yeah, doing their project stuff and sleep at ten pm every night, never late for school and pay full attention in class. i am just not this kind of person. i need time to be with people. i need my friends i need time to laugh, to slow down (even if it's for a second or two) to catch my breath. i need time to catch up with my friends. i need time for dance. i need to dance. i miss my friends quite alot, so i need time to tell them how much i miss them. i need to have some joy and laughter in my life. i need some sort of entertainment. i just cannot mug and mug and mug all day. actually, come to think of it, i cant mug all day also because i can barely understand what im studying right now.

on friday our vp said if you dont pay attention for 5 hours in school, you need to spend another 5 hours outside school to catch up and thats wasting another 5 hours of our time. so.. i dont understand what am i going to school for anyway.

i used to love saying, oh man i love hwachong! like how it was during orientation. how going to school every single day is such great joy. ever since in nanyang, when people hear of the school im in and everything they will go wow wow good but damn stressed. and i always thought no, actually i can handle things quite well. like my results arent like wow fantastic. but they can do. last year in sec four i thought nanyang was stressed enough. but now i finally understand what stress means. and im not saying i dont love hwachong anymore, its a great school. with very exciting times when people are all cheering and everything. and i love things in school like apollo, and my class and all my nanyang friends, my dancemates and my classmates. but it aint so easy to love school anymore. school is taking its toil on me rather badly.

i just wasted quite an amount of time typing much more than i intended to. but yeah. life is freaking stressful now i just hope i dont break down or die or something like that. sometimes i feel like crying but i guess crying helps to relieve some of the stress at times so its okay. -hugs everyone. jiayou.

and dancenight is this coming friday and saturday. im looking forward to it, in fact im looking forward to dance pracs everyday after school much more than school itself. i love dance, i love FEMME<3 i love time with my dancemates and i love my seniors. but i dont want this week to end cause i dont want things to end so fast. i love my seniors<3. best batch of seniors ever.